Dress Up Games

I FREAKING LOVE THESE SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been playing them all the time. I especially love rinmarugames.com Check it out. Here are some things I've done.

As you can see it's all the same girl. What's her name? Lovely Fortune. :)

My Friend Is Being Weird

My Friend Is Saying Mean Things About My Other Friends.

Before this, in middle school, she'd do it all the time and I thought it was funny and sometimes I think it's funny when it's actually true.

Not to disclose their names I will change everyone's names here. None of these names are real and are completely made up, they don't even start with the same letter, so it will be hard for them to figure out who I'm talking about except the one who's saying the mean things.

During lunch on Friday, my best friend Hayley said, "Don't you think Talia is so annoying. I mean she's always saying 'in your ass' and it's stupid."

(In all honesty, Talia is the funniest and happiest person I have ever met. She can say something like, sandwich and I will laugh. When Hayley does something like that, I get annoyed now. I used to think it was funny, but now I politely laugh at her jokes.)

I said, "No, I don't think Talia is that annoying. I mean she can be annoying sometimes" because who the fuck isn't annoying at times. Even I have been annoying when I rant about something I'm sure. "What about Diana, don't you think she's annoying?"

So Hayley says, "Diana's not annoying, she might be dull, but she's not annoying." To me, dull is annoying and I think her voice is annoying and sometimes her shyness to me is annoying, but whatever. She's not the problem at all, I like her. I'm indifferent, because I know I've only known her for at least three months last year and two months this year.

I say, "Well, everyone has there flaws."

She says, "Yeah."

Other times, she'll make fun of one of my new friends Lydia because she hangs around a lot of guys. Lydia's real cool. She's a tomboy and that's why she's around guys, but it's not something that concerns me, so I don't like it when Hayley calls her a whore, because it isn't right. I've barely met her and she hasn't even tried at all to talk to her, so I don't like that.

Also one of my new guy friends, Elliot is really cool, but Hayley's just like, "Well, he's fucking weird. Is he your boyfriend?" I think she only asks that (because she does it ALL THE TIME) because she's afraid that I'll leave her to hang out with someone else.

Well there you go. I'm just not sure what this world has come to now. *sigh*

Party 10.4.14

I went to a baby shower today.

It was cool cuz I just kept drawing on the games. I didn't care for it, but I got soda and mints. ^_^

 LOL. I think everyone's been that one baby shower where you're bored as hell.

 So true.

I love this.

 OMG that's so me in like ten years

Babies man. Babies.

I Wrote A Song For Someone Else

I would normally never give my writing away...

But I figured I have enough evidence in case this person tries to say that I didn't write that song for them. They haven't replied back to my e-mail yet, but whatever. ^_^ I had fun writing the song, too.

Shake It Off - Taylor Swift

I love Taylor Swift so much and this song is pretty good, but the video is so damn weird. She's just doing bad dancing. I DON'T GET IT!!! Especially the part where she's passing underneath those girls twerking. It's so weird!

Describes my best friend in all her entirety. 

What Is Love?

I answered this question today and this is what I have to say about it. . .

Love is when you know the person you with is the person you want to be with forever. You don't care how crazy they are and you want to tell them everything. You're able to just have a really long conversation without the thought of "Hey, let's have sex." No, you just really enjoy the company of this person and wanna be with them all the time. You don't have to clingy or mushy or any of those people who like to do PDA everywhere. You can always have a simple, loving, nice relationship or you can have an insane, weird, funny relationship where whatever everyone else thinks doesn't concern either one of you. 

Love is pretty complicated though. I could say that much. I'm a hopeless romantic, but I have the strangest feeling I will never fall in love truly. My perfect guy just isn't out there.

Tell me your thoughts on love! I'd love to hear them!

Weird E-mail!

No Not Anything Terrifying XD

Some lady from Japan sent me a letter talking about how her husband died and that before hand they were both reborn again Christians. Apparently, she's sick now, too and I don't know how she got my e-mail, but whatever. Especially when it's not the e-mail I use for my blog. So weird! Apparently she thought I owned a church. Sorry, I don't own a church, but interesting story.

Fate, maybe? It might connect to my life somehow. :)

Heat

It's very hot here in California and I hate it. Tomorrow I have to run nine laps and I only get thirty minutes. I can do one lap in three minutes, but the weather reports having been saying it's going to be over 90 degrees tomorrow. My school is very critical about every subject even P.E. so I'm wondering how tomorrow is going to work out if it's going to be that hot.

 Would that be me right there? I feel like I'm making fun of myself by posting this.

 I love Fry. This makes no sense, but I love him.

 This one is hilarious. What a great meme!

And my personal favorite. Do you get it? If you don't your stupid or must be suffering from heat exhaustian.

Today At School 10.2.14

This is perverted. LOL. At school we have uniform and you can wear skirts. So, some of the girls wear the ones that go outwards instead of the skirts that go straight down. My friend is one of these people sadly. She was coming out of her biology class upstairs in the second building and I could see underneath her skirt. Lucky for her, she wears shorts underneath, but if she didn't and there was a weird perv at school, what would she do then? *Sigh* I've got a teenage mentality, huh?

I Like Someone

Love Is In The Air. . .In My Mind At Least

Every other day I bother this kid named M******. He's pretty cool about it, he hasn't said anything mean yet, but if he does, woe is me. I don't like him like him that much. He's just adorable. He's a junior, but looks like a total freshman. It's sooooo weird. He's got freckles and glasses and curly hair. My friends and I call him Jimmy Neutron, because he reminds of him.

My mom said I shouldn't bother him too much though or else he'll completely hate me. I'm not sure what to do about this situation. I don't know what I should do about it. 

Advice, please?

First Day Of October

The Things I'm Thinking Of Is...

1. Halloween! 
2. Scary Movies! 
3. DRESSING UP! 
4. CANDY!

1. For Halloween I am dressing up as Harley Quinn. She's beautiful and crazy! I'm so obsessed with her! Can't wait to see how amazing I'll look. Of course, my school calls Halloween a distraction so that's a no go for me, but I'm still going to wear it after school. Everyone shall see that I am a Harley Quinn-ater!

2. Always, always, always, looking forward to scary movies. I'm going to watch every movie I can, but not at night. SUCKS RIGHT BUT I GET IT IN MY MIND THAT IT'S WATCHING ME OR SOMETHING!

3. So I already said about what I'd be for Halloween, but the fact that it's a day to be someone other than yourself is great. I wish I knew how to sew, because Halloween would be everyday for me.

4. And last but not least, the candy!!!!!! I'm talking fun size, king size, (if you go to a rich neighborhood)normal size! I don't care. It all tastes great to me! Like I said in one of my other posts (I think) I'm a big chocoholic.

SO 30 days to go until Halloween. Don't be the person who goes the day of to buy their costume at Party City or that random Cosplay shop all the way in some city you've never been to.

Karl Marx

I have to do a powerpoint/presentation on Karl Marx. I'm scared, but confident. I could have worked on a group, but I don't want to be the one person that does all the work or the one that does nothing and feel horrible at the end. I'm just very paranoid about that kind of thing. Wish me luck and if you know any links (Not Wikipedia, sadly I cannot use this) to facts about Marx please comment below. Thanks!

New Song

I've finally made a new song after being out of ideas for more than a week.
Most of my songs have to do with things that I like or changes in my life.
This new song is the latter.
One of my newer posts talks about my friend and how I'm worried about him Click here to see

The only way for me to remember these things and cope with all the feelings that I leave inside is by writing it down. Even though I never show my songs to anyone. It still makes me feel better and when I read it later on, I always feel a sense of self-accomplishment, because most of these problems end up being conquered.

Write A Letter To The Future!

The most perfect website ever for when you want to remember something or when you just want to rant about anything or keep a secret or talk about something as random as the pizza you bought from that one guy who wears a purple bow tie. Anything!

YOU CAN DO IT ALL ON: futureme.org

It's really cool. Come on use it! Be like lovely little me! I use it to talk about how life's going. Very rarely do I  ever talk about anything random, but I do do it.

\(^_^)/

ATWA

System of a Down: ATWA

This song makes me really melancholy everytime I hear it. Maybe it's the sound of the song itself. I don't really know, but I love it a lot. It's a really cool song.

Here are the lyrics: and if you're lazy just read them here, because 

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy 
All the world I've seen before me passing by 
I've got nothing, to gain, to lose 
All the world I've seen before me passing by 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
Hey you, are me, not so pretty 
All the world I've seen before me passing by 
Silent my voice, I've got no choice 
All the world I've seen before me passing by 
You don't cae about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
I don't see, anymore 
I don't hear, anymore 
I don't speak, anymore 
I don't feel 
Hey you, see me, pictures crazy 
All the world I've seen before me passing by 
I've got nothing, to gain, to lose 
All the world I've seen before me passing by 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
You don't care about how I feel 
I don't feel it any more 
I don't sleep, anymore 
I don't eat, anymore 
I don't live, anymore 
I don't feel

I think this song is mostly about how the world is crazy and that he feels like everything is just so crazy. It's not the world he used to know. The world doesn't matter to him anymore.

What I'd like to know is what does ATWA mean?

I'm not looking it up. I'm lazy. XD

I'm Worried About My Friend

We all know that suicide is a big problem in society today...

It could be a bully, someone hurting your feelings, feeling depressed about something at home, new world views. A lot of things can cause someone to want to commit suicide.

Today my friend told me he wants to kill himself and I don't know what to do. He told me a little later (while cutting himself with his ID), that he wanted to be like such and such. Such and such is his crush's crush, so I think he's trying to be what seems ideal to his crush. I don't think he should be doing this at all and I'm worried for him all the same, but sometimes I think it's a petty attempt at getting attention and that isn't right of him to make me worry when he's only doing it for a different reason. I'm planning on keeping my eyes on him for this whole next week, but I'm just so worried. I'm asking everyone for advice, so if you please comment with some helpful advice. This is serious.

 Everyone goes through ups and downs at times, but I believe that everything can go better. That all hope is not lost.

 It never does anyone any good to know that someone they love has taken themselves out of this world, out of their life. I know my friend will never see this and maybe by chance he will and he might know it's me or he might not know, whatever may happen. . .Please know that I love you for who you are and that you killing yourself would just destroy my happiness. We've been great friends for three years and to see you leave this way would just break my heart. Please, everything will get better.

I don't want you to die.

 If it does have to do with your love life, well this is not the way you should be going about it. Everyone has the ability to change their story, so why not try to change your story.

 I hated seeing you attempt cutting yourself whether it was a joke or not. I can't believe you would even try to do this. It hurts me to see that.

This is huge. Don't you know what you're doing. Suicide is not the way to go.

Just remember there are those out there who care.

Mean Moms

Here's a GIF someone sent me.

The world of GIFs. This is hilarious!

My Songs

I haven't made a new song in a week now. What has become of me?!

Ha well, enjoy some random memes about music. :)

 It's funny, but this hasn't happened to me and I listen to MSI all the time. Like everyday I have to play the song "Prove Me Wrong" to feel like my life is complete.

 I hate when this happens. People just don't get me.

 Yes, cuz if I have to sit in a jail cell with someone who listens to Pop crap I would just die.

 Who doesn't do this while listening to music?

Music just makes everything better! :)

 *sigh*

 Exactamundo!

This is the ultimate one up in life, but it makes you a total loser, too.

Do you like the Dollars?

If you've ever seen the anime Durarara (DRRR), then you know what the Dollars is. The "colorless" gang originating from the show has sparked quite some attention.

There is a website dedicated to it called: dollars-bbs.org

(This requires a password [lucky for you, it's been posted on the internet so find it yourself])

And:

There is a website that has chatrooms just like the show called: darasu.net

(This does not require a password)

Both websites are very fun.

The first website is for you to share your thoughts on different subjects and the second is to talk to random people and create chatrooms.

Go ahead try it. I'm on both of these most of the time under the name Lovely.

Lost Internet Connection

I lost all internet connection last night. I was so sad, but now it's back cuz I pressed a button on the router. I still need to get my old password back. *sigh* The life of Ms. Fortune is really Misfortunate.

It's sad, but true. I'm exactly like this. Just goes to show how our society is going way downhill.