Crush 1.23.15

What is it this time?!

No, this post is not about my crush. In fact, I only named it that because it's related to him, but I'm unsure of how I could name it???

Here is the story: My sophomore friend is trying to set me up with a sophomore boy so that I can stop liking my crush, which is pissing me off because it's none of her business who I like. I asked her if my crush was a bad person or did something pretty bad and she replied no. With that in mind, what would be her problem with me liking this boy? He's not bad! I ask her if one of her friend's likes him and she says no to that as well, but the difference in her voice (which I don't think people realize they do. It's good to just be an open book as Mark Twain says, "If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything." I used to think it was okay to lie, but when I read that it really got to me. Lying is bad, but not the point of this post.) was so obvious that you could tell she was lying. I didn't know why she would lie about that, what's the huge secret??? Two girls liking the same guy, it's happened many times, it's no biggie. He's very attractive, (in my opinion, my mom doesn't think so *chuckles*) why wouldn't other girls like him??? I'm not the jealous type, not in the least. I've learned that if you want to have a good life, nothing should ever trouble you. My sophomore friend said my crush is just a fantasy that will never happen, that it's impossible. Very rude I must say, because my idea of love is not as near the same as hers. To me love is about being friends first and if my crush were ever to ask me if I "like" liked him (To a certain extent I do "like" like him of course, but is not so strong that I would dwell over him. It is quite apparent that is infatuation. You can be infatuated with anything and not be in love with it.) I'd probably reply saying, "Did you think I liked you? I just wanted to be friends, dude." Of course, this sophomore girl i trying to tell me that I shouldn't be into one guy and yes I understand that, but it's not like I'm doing anything bad. I'm rather fond of him, but if he were to never speak to me again it wouldn't kill me.

I don't know what to make of this situation, but I really do hope the sophomore girl doesn't try to make this an even bigger thing. Her bothering me about trying to like the sophomore boy, who is by the way very funny, is not going to make me happy with her anymore. Sure, I love to laugh, but it doesn't mean I love the guy. If I really loved funny guys, then I'd love every guy (There are a lot of funny boys at my school actually.) I hope everything can be resolved very soon and maybe even my crush can become friends with me. I don't know if he is going to the dance, but if he does go then it would be very nice if he tried to talk to me. I'd be extremely awkward though. I don't know, he confuses me a lot. We catch glimpses of each other now and then, but I think it's only my imagination. Alas, this is the end of my post dear readers, I'm glad I was able to share this with you guys!~ I will try to stay lovely.

Thanksgiving

I Had A Great Day!!!

A lot of things happened today and I was really happy. My cousin told me a secret and it made me very happy to know. I mean it makes you feel like, "Hey, this person trusts me" plus I love her a lot. :D

From 3pm-7pm I stayed with my mom's side of the family. I helped make brownies, but in all reality I only poured flour into the mix. We watched the movie "The Champ" or "The Champion" I'm not sure and I'm too lazy to look it up myself. It starred Jon Voight and Faye Dunaway. Really good movie! I cried.

From 7pm-10pm I stayed with my dad's side of the family and they were fighting about racial things that I really didn't care to listen to.

My mom's side had better food. XD I'm sorry, but honestly they always have better food!

Well, tomorrow I'm going to KBF and at midnight I'll be dropping off my uncle to his job (he has to work Black Friday which sucks!!!)

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving this year.

I'm thankful for my family, my friends, life, good grades, good health, having a great year so far, and being able to live for 14 great years. :)

Today 11.5.14

Today Was A So-So Day...

Well, my friend (And this is a follow up to this story) wasn't at school today. I'm guessing she was sick, but dunno yet.

The boy I used to like (let's refer to him as that because I hate having to put the first initial of their name and then the asteriks afterwards) passed me twice today. First during lunch, when my friend M**** saw him and said, "Hey!" to me and I was just like "I don't give a shit about that kid anymore" and a second time when me and my friend O****** went to go get his free dress pass (BTW we did not get his free dress pass). The first time the kid just turned his head around to see if I was looking at him I guess, but I was talking (secretly looking in the corner of my eye) to A***** and then the second time I just tried not to pay attention to him, but I could feel that he was staring really hard at me. Do you ever get that feeling?! Well, I do.

Well, there was your daily dose of Lovely Fortune. ^_^

Was It Wrong Of Me To Do This?!

At First It Wasn't Planned Out But...

Me and my friend A***** met at lunch and so instead of waiting for our other friend, who I suspected was stuck in Biology, we went straight to the lunch line. Well our other friend M******* wasn't in Biology, she was actually located in the other line. When she passed by, A***** said "Let's hide!" It was just a joke at first, but then we thought we could use this to our advantage. M****** is always using us for our homework, so we decided, "Let's not go with her and see how she deals with her homework herself."She even saw us and we ran away. That happened so when I went to English I thought she'd just laugh it off, no big deal, right? WRONG! She was mad at me and didn't even talk or look at me the whole period. When we had to get into groups, I thought that she'd have to talk to me since I was the only friend that was near her, but no she went for two people she absolutely hated and when A** said, "Well what about Lovely (my real name, not Lovely, but you get what I mean?" M******* shrugged and said, "Whatever." B***** obviously acknowledged me, we even talked about our obsession with black lipstick, but even so, M******* would not dare turn back to even look at me once and when she had to get something out of her backpack she would stare directly to the side as to not make eye-contact. I just hope she isn't butt hurt about it, because that wasn't wrong of me. At least, I don't think so. I even asked for my other friends opinion and he said it wasn't wrong of me to do, that that's what she deserved if she truly was asking for our homework everyday. 

Halloween Carnival 10.30.14

Yesterday I Volunteered At A Halloween Carnival...

I had lots of fun surprisingly, but my back is killing me now. I'd do it again, but I won't do that booth again. I'll make sure to go early next time.

The funnest part was taking a picture with a girl dressed as Sofia the First. I was dressed as Harley Quinn and her grandma was like "Come in, come in". It was funny.

I got to meet my friend A*****'s brother and he was so adorable. I love that kid and wish he was our age, because then I'd surely have a huge crush on him.

I kept giving kids extra candy if they were adorable and there was a 13 year old who was dressed as Link and he was total eye "candy". Get it, candy? XD I'm not funny at all.

Well, that's all in my life. Hopefully I get to trick-or-treat. Who said being a teenager means you stop trick-or-treating?! XD Have a Happy Halloween everyone and I wish everyone a safe day.

The Future

Here is a story my friend told me to write for her since she couldn't think of anything...

It was an assignment in her class, where you used 15 words (given by the teacher) in your story. The name of the story is called, "The Future." It's only a few sentences. Hope you like it. I'll underline the words that were given

The girl never thought she'd experience such lachrymose. She felt contrite towards the fact that she had nothing to live for anymore. It hurt her very much because she always thought her future was bright. Nevermore would she be convivial and she could never be debonair towards this subject. Towards this absolutely disgusting subject of the future. Now to others, even to her complaisant of ten years, she had become too acidulous. She was so sour even lemons couldn't handle her. It was a drastic change in a short amount of time. She had become dyspeptic and bilious to the point of no return. The thing was, she didn't want to return. She was so bellicose when it came to the topic of her dying future. She wouldn't let anyone tell her that she was going about everything the wrong way. She used to be bumptious and avaricious and in fact that was probably the whole cause of her future beginning to disappear right before her eyes. She was sinking in deeper and deeper into this horrid mind frame and soon she was acting churlish to herself. She was captious about her sudden changes, but fell craven to them. She did not want to change anymore. She felt she had no purpose in life anymore. This baleful future she had so much hope in was what she surrounded her life upon. Without it she had no life. No life meant she was dead. Dead meant she was gone. Gone is forever and now. . .she's forever gone.

My Friend Is Being Weird

My Friend Is Saying Mean Things About My Other Friends.

Before this, in middle school, she'd do it all the time and I thought it was funny and sometimes I think it's funny when it's actually true.

Not to disclose their names I will change everyone's names here. None of these names are real and are completely made up, they don't even start with the same letter, so it will be hard for them to figure out who I'm talking about except the one who's saying the mean things.

During lunch on Friday, my best friend Hayley said, "Don't you think Talia is so annoying. I mean she's always saying 'in your ass' and it's stupid."

(In all honesty, Talia is the funniest and happiest person I have ever met. She can say something like, sandwich and I will laugh. When Hayley does something like that, I get annoyed now. I used to think it was funny, but now I politely laugh at her jokes.)

I said, "No, I don't think Talia is that annoying. I mean she can be annoying sometimes" because who the fuck isn't annoying at times. Even I have been annoying when I rant about something I'm sure. "What about Diana, don't you think she's annoying?"

So Hayley says, "Diana's not annoying, she might be dull, but she's not annoying." To me, dull is annoying and I think her voice is annoying and sometimes her shyness to me is annoying, but whatever. She's not the problem at all, I like her. I'm indifferent, because I know I've only known her for at least three months last year and two months this year.

I say, "Well, everyone has there flaws."

She says, "Yeah."

Other times, she'll make fun of one of my new friends Lydia because she hangs around a lot of guys. Lydia's real cool. She's a tomboy and that's why she's around guys, but it's not something that concerns me, so I don't like it when Hayley calls her a whore, because it isn't right. I've barely met her and she hasn't even tried at all to talk to her, so I don't like that.

Also one of my new guy friends, Elliot is really cool, but Hayley's just like, "Well, he's fucking weird. Is he your boyfriend?" I think she only asks that (because she does it ALL THE TIME) because she's afraid that I'll leave her to hang out with someone else.

Well there you go. I'm just not sure what this world has come to now. *sigh*

Describes my best friend in all her entirety. 

Today At School 10.2.14

This is perverted. LOL. At school we have uniform and you can wear skirts. So, some of the girls wear the ones that go outwards instead of the skirts that go straight down. My friend is one of these people sadly. She was coming out of her biology class upstairs in the second building and I could see underneath her skirt. Lucky for her, she wears shorts underneath, but if she didn't and there was a weird perv at school, what would she do then? *Sigh* I've got a teenage mentality, huh?