30 Things About Me

So...Haven't Done One Of These in a While

I can't wait to see how much I've changed (or haven't). This is supposed to be a 30 day challenge, but I'm not going to do that. It'll be exactly 30 things about me. So please read through, or read what interests you. I'll never know. :P

1. Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is: Yes, I'm single. Idk how single life is, because I've never been in a relationship to begin with. I can only imagine how it is to be in a relationship and from what I've seen, horrible. It seems like a lot of stress and a lot of responsibilities. I feel like I want to be single forever. One, because no one likes me and two, because I don't want to be restricted. If someone is going to love me, they're going to just have to love me for me and not tell me to change. Likewise, I wouldn't tell them to change.

2. Where you'd like to be in 10 years: When I'm 24 I'd love to be touring with my band (my nonexistent band *cries in corner*) and doing other band stuff. I have no idea what, but just being on stage, doing interviews, and recording in the studio sounds like fun. If I'm not a singer by then, then I'll enjoy my research as a psychologist. It's one or the other. They both make me equally happy. Money wise, of course, stable. That would be great. I don't want to worry about money when I'm older, not at all. Relationship wise, as I said above, I don't care. Friends, I don't care much about either and sure it seems sad, but it really isn't, so yeah.

3. Your views on drugs and alcohol: Okay, so first things first alcohol is a drug. Tbh, I know that's not what this is asking but it annoys me that people don't consider alcohol a drug, it in fact is. It's just a legal drug and people have totally different terms for this stuff. It's not called getting stoned or high, it's called getting drunk and acquiring hangovers. Okay, now that that's done with...I would never do them. I don't even like taking prescription or over-the-counter meds (except cough syrup, which is sad on my part. I mean who fucking told them to make it taste like strawberry and grape and cherry. Nobody!!! Okay, so maybe they made it taste like that for kids, but exactly, KIDS. What if kids get addicted to it!!! There was a time when I was younger that I always wanted to drink cough syrup at night, but of course I didn't, because well I wasn't sick, but I tried to get sick. That's pretty sucky if you ask me). But yeah, seriously it's not good for you. I really don't care how educated you are about it, it's not good for you. BUT I will say this, if you are educated on this stuff, then good for you, because a lot of people just take drugs because it's drugs. At least you know what's going to happen to your body and your brain and all of that. If you didn't, I'd consider you stupid. Alcohol to me is extremely stupid, because I mean gosh it tastes gross. I dipped my finger in beer when I was a child and that shit tasted disgusting. If I had to choose to do either drugs or alcohol, I would choose drugs. It seems much safer, but like I said before, ALCOHOL IS A DRUG. Really, just don't do them at all. Please.

4. Your views on religion: This is going to be sweet and short. If you don't believe in anything, please don't push your non-belief on those who do believe. Those who do believe, please don't push your belief to the nonbelievers. Believe in whatever you want as long as you are passionate about it, whether that's nothing or one thing or various things, just stay true to it.

5. A time you thought about ending your own life: Probably never. I mean I've always wondered if people would care if I killed myself, but I would never do it. Life's too short to take it away.

6. Write 30 Interesting Facts About Yourself: Wow, just wow. Okay, proceed to read these interesting facts right here.

1. I like observing people and diagnosing them in my mind.
2. I have internet friends (I guess).
3. I get anxiety when I hear dial tone.
4. The last movie I watched was "Rashomon" (sorry no review guys)
5. I secretly wish I had no friends sometimes.
6. I'm learning how to code, because well, it's awesome.
7. I want to go to the east coast for a month and see how I would adapt.
8. I've never seen real snow.
9. My favorite snack these days is Red Vines.
10. I know basically every single word to every single Mindless Self Indulgence song.
11. @sosadtoday is my favorite Twitter account
12. If I ever did fall in love with someone, really fall in love, one of my goals would be to have sex in space.
13. I love Marilyn Monroe.
14. I'm currently in love with the band the Doors.
15. I don't like people who aren't open to different types of music.
16. Guys who are passionate, about anything really, are super attractive to me.
17. I have an Adam's apple fetish.
18. The first place I want to travel to is Austria.
19. I've never seen "Breakfast at Tiffany's" but I'm already in love with it.
20. Impressionable people/things annoy me.
21. Pseudo-intellectual people/things annoy me.
22. I find Scarlett Johansson unattractive.
23. I find Ansel Elgort unattractive
24. I can laugh at anything.
25. I think school is awesome.
26. I think guys who can teach me things that I don't know about and have a conversation with me are attractive.
27. I'm not as intellectual as I'd like to be, but that's not something you gain, really.
28. The last album I listened to was L.A. Woman by The Doors.
29. I haven't posted "Those That Which Are Talented" in so fucking long, but you knew that...I will post soon. Believe me. Don't lose hope!
30. Cunt is my favorite word.

7. Your Zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality: Virgo and yes totally.

8. A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life: Not sure that's happened yet, but I can't wait for the day it comes. =)

9. How you hope your future will be like: Happy, I really ask for nothing else but happiness.

10. Discuss your first love and first kiss: Cannot, because I haven't gotten either.

11. Put your iPod on shuffle and list 10 songs that pop up: I do not have an iPod but I'll go through my history on YouTube and list the last 10 songs I heard yesterday, not today.

1. "Midlife Crisis" - Faith No More
2. "Santeria" - Sublime
3. "Rabitteen" - Jack Off Jill
4. "Black Velvet" - Alannah Myles
5. "Stupid Girl" - Garbage
6. "Like You, Like An Arsonist" - Paris, Texas
7. "Strangerman" - Ringside
8. "I'm Afraid" - Oingo Boingo
9. "Play the Game" - Queen
10. "Our Lies" - Rasputina

12. Bullet your whole day:

• 10:00-11:00 wake up, stay in room while on computer
• 11:00-11:30 get out of room and eat
• 11:30-12:15 shower and change
• 12:15-*rest of the day* do homework, listen to music, chill, check social media OR do whatever my family has to do, because I'm forced to go with them grocery shopping or to my cousin's house or whatever it is they plan on wasting my time with.

13. Somewhere you'd like to move or visit: I'd love to travel the whole world, but not move to any of these places. Only place I'd move to is Connecticut, only because that's where Yale is and if I want to go there for four years well then of course I'd have to get used to living there, right?!

14. Your earliest memory: I guess of me eating pinto beans and throwing up because I didn't like them (I was like two).

15. Your favorite Tumblrs: Sorry changing that to my favorite Twitters:

@sosadtoday @SciencePorn @__L_O_V_E_L_Y_ (lol that's me!) @MeninistTweet @taylorswift13 @jessicka @jimmyurine @MSI @kszwartz @RetweetTheSongs @cr0sstheline @PoemsPorn @SpacePornx 

That's all of them XD

16. Your views on mainstream music: It's great. I like whatever I like. I like weird stuff and for that my friend's don't like that I listen to Taylor Swift, Justin Bieber, and Austin Mahone (literally the only mainstream music I listen to in the pop category), but people have to think, isn't all music on the radio mainstream. Even if it's on the non-mainstream radio, it's still mainstream enough to be played on the radio. So just look at it this way, music is great who cares if it's mainstream or not, just enjoy it. But please, please, please, don't not listen to something because you've never heard of the artist. That is extremely ignorant.

17. Your Highs and Lows of this past year: Eh, this year's been great so far. I mean I try not to let things bother me anymore, because it's worthless to waste time on being sad or mad on things anymore. Just be happy. ^_^

18. My beliefs: This isn't specific enough. I could rant and rant and rant. You know what I believe in, I believe that everyone should just live life they way they want. They shouldn't be restricted to the social standards of this world, they should be free to do as they please. 

19. Disrespecting your parents: Big no no. At least to my parents, I don't know about yours, but mine are great.

20. How important you think education is: EXTREMELY. It's like basically you either have it or you don't. Not having it is a total detriment, at least in my eyes. I find school to be the most important thing in life, because without it, you wouldn't be able to get through life with a lot of things. Jobs, conversations, college, people (yes, people look at you differently when you're smart or stupid), opportunities. It can all be affected.

21. One of your favorite shows: Girl Code

22. How have you changed in the past 2 years?: My views on many subjects, my maturity level, and my taste in music.

23. Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive:

lol I have way more than just 5 guys I think are super attractive, but these were the first five I thought of this is in the order I found them, not necessarily the order I find them attractive.

Jimmy Urine - Famous for being in the band Mindless Self Indulgence

Tyson Ritter - Famous for being in the band The All-American Rejects

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Adrien Brody - Famous for being an actor (I think it was for being in the movie "The Pianist")

Drake Bell - Famous for being in the show "Drake & Josh" he's also just a famous actor and musician

Michael Cera - Famous for being an actor (I'm actually not sure which movie made him famous, I just remember first seeing him on the movie cover for "Juno," but I never saw the movie.)

24. Your favorite movie and what it's about: My favorite movie so far is "Metropolis" a 1927 German silent film about how society is in the near future and how we are doomed. There's a lot of undertones, it's really hard to describe all of it. It's a movie that you're going to have to watch a couple of times (lol, I've only watched it once, it moved me though).

25. Someone who fascinates you and why: I guess Marilyn Monroe. She's really beautiful and I think because she California I feel more connected to her. I also think she's really iconic and would love to learn more about her life and death. I love her singing voice, too and I've seen one movie with her in it. Pretty good (but then again I'm biased towards older films).

26. What kind of person attracts you: Well, if we're talking friend material, I'd say just about anyone who can have a great intellectual conversation with me and isn't close-minded and also has a good taste in music will do it for me. If we're talking boyfriend material, then I'd say all of the above for the friend material, but I also want a funny guy, smart guy (because remember smarts and intellect are NOT the same), a creative guy, a nice-ish guy (I say nice-ish, because some guys can be such dinguses or douches, but not necessarily towards everyone). They have to be somewhat attractive, too, I'm not going to say "looks don't matter." They don't, but to a certain extant. There's way more to it, but I'm not really in touch with that part of myself yet. I simply want someone to be my friend, I don't really care to much about the kissing part, the only thing we're using our lips for at least for the beginning is talking about topics of interest (lol).

27. A Problem That You Have Had: Still an on-going problem is my social anxiety. I really do wonder what's going to happen to me in the future.

28. Something that you miss: My friends who went to the other high school u_u...also cool kids shows, they all sort of suck now.

29. Goals for the next 30 days: Finish ALL of my summer homework

30. Your highs and lows of this month: Eh, would rather not talk about that.