What is it this time?!
No, this post is not about my crush. In fact, I only named it that because it's related to him, but I'm unsure of how I could name it???
Here is the story: My sophomore friend is trying to set me up with a sophomore boy so that I can stop liking my crush, which is pissing me off because it's none of her business who I like. I asked her if my crush was a bad person or did something pretty bad and she replied no. With that in mind, what would be her problem with me liking this boy? He's not bad! I ask her if one of her friend's likes him and she says no to that as well, but the difference in her voice (which I don't think people realize they do. It's good to just be an open book as Mark Twain says, "If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything." I used to think it was okay to lie, but when I read that it really got to me. Lying is bad, but not the point of this post.) was so obvious that you could tell she was lying. I didn't know why she would lie about that, what's the huge secret??? Two girls liking the same guy, it's happened many times, it's no biggie. He's very attractive, (in my opinion, my mom doesn't think so *chuckles*) why wouldn't other girls like him??? I'm not the jealous type, not in the least. I've learned that if you want to have a good life, nothing should ever trouble you. My sophomore friend said my crush is just a fantasy that will never happen, that it's impossible. Very rude I must say, because my idea of love is not as near the same as hers. To me love is about being friends first and if my crush were ever to ask me if I "like" liked him (To a certain extent I do "like" like him of course, but is not so strong that I would dwell over him. It is quite apparent that is infatuation. You can be infatuated with anything and not be in love with it.) I'd probably reply saying, "Did you think I liked you? I just wanted to be friends, dude." Of course, this sophomore girl i trying to tell me that I shouldn't be into one guy and yes I understand that, but it's not like I'm doing anything bad. I'm rather fond of him, but if he were to never speak to me again it wouldn't kill me.
I don't know what to make of this situation, but I really do hope the sophomore girl doesn't try to make this an even bigger thing. Her bothering me about trying to like the sophomore boy, who is by the way very funny, is not going to make me happy with her anymore. Sure, I love to laugh, but it doesn't mean I love the guy. If I really loved funny guys, then I'd love every guy (There are a lot of funny boys at my school actually.) I hope everything can be resolved very soon and maybe even my crush can become friends with me. I don't know if he is going to the dance, but if he does go then it would be very nice if he tried to talk to me. I'd be extremely awkward though. I don't know, he confuses me a lot. We catch glimpses of each other now and then, but I think it's only my imagination. Alas, this is the end of my post dear readers, I'm glad I was able to share this with you guys!~ I will try to stay lovely.
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